Paroles de la chanson Dive Not Dip par JayaHadADream

my eyes here but im not
talk so bleak
if ur bored just stop
often alone I ain't drawn to a flock
boydem wish I was adoring their cock
when i walk in i trot
he sends me a trim pic
i tell him he's hot
here for the plot
Trust me it's a lot
I made ugly pretty
Theyre shooting their shot

Is it better to be real and bad or fake and kind?
You wish I had the time of day I wish you had a spine

Can't be falling off the tight rope got to stay in line
Real ones are like an archetype I rarely find

They're killing black professors thinking we'll just play along
Only want us for our bodies and our trauma songs
Claim the love is real but all I see is trauma bonds
I feel like erykah the way I'm going on and on

Died on the highest
Died on the highest cliff
I took the stairs
I took the stairs not lift
Out swam the waves
Out swam the waves and ships
I took the dive

I took the dive not dip

Died on the highest
Died on the highest cliff
I took the stairs
I took the stairs not lift
Out swam the waves
Out swam the waves and ships
I took the dive
I took the dive not dip

my grandma discharged
it worsened the clots
she died in her home
and the tears wouldn't stop
I used to be shy
so I struggled to visit
it fucked with my heart

But im blamin my pops
fucked with my head
and my pride had to drop
stayed in my head
like a light to a moth
despise all the leachers
aware they will rot
my stamina's brazy
im built like an ox

forgiving my father
while wipin the snot
she ruined his life
so he cut off his locks
my soul has protection
ain't one u can knock
I live in the ether
aint one u can box

the fee almost doubled
the green room is cotch
Still reebok the classics
For days they would mock
I firmed all the fuckery
And pulled up my socks
I did it regardless
Then one day they clocked

Didn't grow up on no iPad
Front teeth big like my dads
Blind to the games
Thank god I got my site back
Big up the plug 9 bar in my Nike bag
20 inch rims go crazy on the bike track
Sprocket had teeth but was flawed by the bite lack
Epitomise life and i hate that it's like that

Had energy for peers but they never gave hype back

Tings we'd do for a draw that's my lot
Hide the high with some oud and eye drops
No internet days we would split screens
Modern warfare two we would fight bots
One eye on the map like cyclops
Packing spliff after spliff case the high stops
One eye out the window night watch

Didn't have hate in my chest back then but now I'm revenge invested

Hard to have faith in faith but they say that the strong ones get the most tested

I told the Uber take the right exit

He acts distant but I blame Brexit
The plug calls me wish he'd just text it
I can't mix up born to be separate
Born to be reckless