Paroles de la chanson Memories par Daran

You opened your heart
And gave me your trust without thinking of us
I took it and ran and broke it apart
Shattered like a broken jar
I should've stopped before the start

The memories of what I believe
Rewind quickly in my mind
A wallowing grief
As my heart slowly loses its beat
I'm not gonna be fine
So I've got to draw the line
But time and time again I felt
I lost control of my mental health

I wish I wasn't so self-destructive

I don't blame you for the things that I did
I wasn't ready to let you in
I wish I wasn't so emotionally abusive
I'm sorry for the things that I did
I was in the darkness

Photo on my phone, I keep lying to myself
It's the only thing that keeps me from feeling alone
I know whatever I say won't help
I should accept the hand I've been dealt
I hope our days are gone
I'm not ready to move on

Now I just wanna go home
I wish I could take it all back
But I know the words just come and go
Because my world has gone black

And the hurt just stacks
As my shell becomes hollow
I feel myself leaving my empty soul

I wish I wasn't so self-destructive
I don't blame you for the things that I did
I wasn't ready to let you in
I wish I wasn't so emotionally abusive
I'm sorry for the things that I did
I was in the darkness

I no longer wanna be lonely
I don't know why I pushed you away
You're the only one that really knows me
Sometimes I don't think before I say
Every moment and every day
I wish I could take it all back
Before it all fades to black