Paroles de la chanson Should've Been Worse par Snow Tha Product

I should've been nicer
I should've been this, I should've been that
I should've been quieter
I should've hid all of my feelings and made myself smaller, a liar
I should've been all of the should'ves but I should've stayed none the wiser
I should've been worse
I should've been worse
You wanna know that?
I should've been worse
I should've been worse

I got a feeling in the pit of my stomach when I sit and think 'bout the past
You and I know that I never got vengeance and that shit really made me mad

I told my therapist everything you did and she asked how someone survived all of that
I unpacked everything, sat there and stared at it
Then she told me to re-pack
Now I got luggages everywhere, closets that spilling out, zippers that coming undone
Thought about letting it go but that wouldn't have brung me back what it was
Luggages everywhere, closets that spilling out, zippers that coming undone
Triggered, I'm reaching for alchemy knowing I wish I had triggered the gun

I should've been worse
I should've been worse
You wanna know that?
I should've been worse
I should've been worse

If you wondering how it's going
I've been smiling, I've been hoping
All this anger I've been holding on, yeah
If you wondering how it's going
I've been smiling, I've been hoping
All this anger I've been holding on, yeah

I should've been nicer
I should've been this, I should've been that
I should've been quieter
I should've hid all of my feelings and made myself smaller, a liar
I should've been all of the should'ves but I should've stayed none the wiser
I should've been worse (If you wondering how it's going)
I should've been worse (I've been smiling, I've been hoping)

You wanna know that?
I should've been worse (All this anger I've been holding on, yeah)
I should've been worse